becauseofyou

2006-04-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

im soo bored at home so i decided to finally start blogging :) so pulled out my laptop and voila, here i am, this blogger page seems so ancient to me now tht ive bee gonee for months, i really do try to blog its just tht sometimes its just too muchh work hehe :) i've gotten waay lazier than i ever was, maybe its because schools juat draining the daylights outta me! urkk.
this weekend started with a super annoying friday whr evey single teacher was just piling on the work! gosh weekends are meant for relaxing!! anyhoots, so i had a gp essay, physics skill A, chem, math and econs work. what joyy huh.
greatt so ive done gp, physics and im left with 3 great subjects and its already almost ten on a sunday night!
oh oh oh! i'm turning eighteen sooooon! :) thts a great big hint for anyone out thr who'd like to buy me some stuff hmmms.

anyway, tems was baad, i didnt flunk it but i got a 'cdef' which isn't exactly desirable grades for j2 but well, i'll live i suppose, except tht now jing's gg to mk me work extra hard to get my four A's. just seems to farr away its barely even possible..

watched keeping mum and in her shoes on dvd recently, and i liked in her shoes so muchh, yes i'm a little late, but i really thought the ending was so nice, and it ended off so well with tht beautiful poem, gg to go re-watch the last part and tk down the poem!!
munching on some bread talk buns my mummy just brought backk, so nice, but since its alr after nine, all the carbo's gonna convert right to fats and sit in my gargantuan bodyy :))

watched the chelsea-westham match just now, one of the first times i actually sat through a non world-cup matchh. and whoa chelsea was crazyy lah! they had some retardd player sent off and still managed a 4-1 win! so superr retardeddly good!! was like screaming for oncee!! hehehs.

guess i'd better scoot noww, still got workk and stuff to cattch up on!
laters-

i carry your heart, i carry it in my heart :)

2006-02-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

okay, officially more than a month since ive seen this blogger pagee :) but thts alriight, i decided tht im back blogging for good! it prolly wont be everyday entries but i'll tryy my very best.

gosh, thr's just soo much to blog about, the previous week was puure joy and fun, with all the fun-o-rama preparation and all :) we barely had a single academic lesson the whole week leading up to the fun fair. anyway, i'm so happy the class came together and got things done whr needed, without any complains or glitches! and we had hell alot of laughs the whole time, blowing balloons, banner painting, dart throwingg and basically putting everything aside just to complete funorama well and goood. anyway, for those who dont know, we had a kenny rogers food stall and a dart and ballooon games stall, considering we're not part of the stuupid sc-one thingy, we did very well and raised a total of 16k :) not badd huhh-
anyway on the day itself, we managed to walk around quite a fair bit whn we were off our stall shifts! went for 2 haunted houses which scared to daylights outta all of us, even the 'macho tough' guys we went with :) kinda rained in the end but tht didnt change anythg! sze, jing and i walked around a bit more just trying to use up our remaining coupons, ended up trashing sb2's fish catchnig stall, getting wet in the process of cheating!!
and even though we all ended up being sweaty sticky dirrty, im certain to say that 99% of the people who attended and co-ordinated funorama 18th enjoyed themselves! which rocks*
all the ppl who didnt go for it should have come, i swear.

i loved fun-o-rama and i'd give anything to be part of another one, as a student, but thts obviously not possible so i shall lower my hopess! sigh, anyhoots as much as we enjoyed and played till we were too tired to walk, fun's overr and school's catching up with us, arrgh how gross school is whn we're slogging it out and its only feb urrghhh. being j2 stinks-

2006-01-20T21:04:00.000-08:00

chinese new yearr :)) cnt wait for the much awaited inflow of cashh hehe oops okok this isn't wht cny is about i know i know! hehs i've got a in-advance reunion dinner tonight at my house tht should be good and yummy! jing is also having his reunion dinner tonight in m'sia! how cool is tht!! and i miss him much muchh :( its alright, all the more time to work on his vday giftt! hehe its a secret shhh--
hahas okay anyhoots, schools been pretty shitty, its just like an endless marathon, no matter how much you do, your still lagging behind and the worst part is i know its going to get worse as we go along! damn. but its alright, part and parcel of life no matter how urk-ing it is :) oh i swam for swim pe this week, like my 2nd time actually swimming for pe the whole time ive been in ac!! and we did mass pe on tue too! we did like 4 sets of 30 crunches, 3 sets of 20 pushups and 4 sets of leg raises!! it was crazy and in between the sets, we had to run two rounds on the track! gosh, includng warm up, thats 7 rounds, 120 crunches,80 pushups oh gosh haha and those who know how fit i am, would know how i diedddd during pe :) but its ok, pe = exercise = skinnier kelly :) therefore i shall do all the pe leesons this year!! i hope i cn carry out that promise to myself!
sigh, alrightts better go get ready to host our guests today! :) and since jing wants to be mentioned all the time on my blog, here it is : jing is the cutest hottest sweeetest :)

2006-01-14T02:26:00.000-08:00

ooh, it seems like millenniums since i've last blogged :( wow, tht shows how fastt time flies whn school's just sucking the life outta us! urgh. anw, shall update now since ive got nothing to do, okay actually ive got heaps of work to catch up on, but thts alright, i shall cram and scrape through tomorrow ack! hehe
oh gosh, ac was kinda sucky with all the tchrs snapping us out of out holiday moods, but till now, they're still a bit bitchy! haha first day of school was spent envying the j1s who looked like the most carefree lot of students. tchrs were pounding the difficulty of the a's into our heads for every single period of lessons. urrk. (: but nvm, not only did we not care, we devised a way to evaporate our stress :) the whole lot of us [yipeng, shoshi, bryan, lyn, jing and i] played 'what is the time, mr wolf'!! hahah i bet manyy girls would remb that game from pri school days :) its so funn, even though we're like alomost eighteen but its just you know, happy and funn!! haha
haha the new j1 cohort is lacking cute guys! quite a handful of pretty girls though :( haha and this year is so slack, they havent even started lessons yet! goshh. the injustice of it all.
ahhh and then thr was swimming pe!! it was quite cool watching ppl in their swim gear splashing around, quite weird too as well, after being accustomed to seeing them in ac uniform almost everyday last yr :) haha coincidentally i could not swim due to the time of the month but i shall be swimming next week, so scary but the advanced grp gets to play water polo instead of splashing around! so its all goood, hope everything turns out fine and fun.
and though i shall be updating less often than before, i will still be keeping this blog alive, so do check back for updates! i will not give blogging up, thrs another new yr resolution i shall hold. promise!
alrighteys, be back for more sooon :) have a great week ahead! and smile! :))

2005-12-25T23:39:00.000-08:00

yayyy :) christmas rocked ! wow, but it has come and gone, which is really quite sadd because christmas really is the most wonderful time of the year, well chinese new year's great too, but thts just because of great little red packets filled with moneyy :)
alrights, saturday was great because i received my very very muchh-wanted ipod nano from mummy dearest!! hehe its so great to finally get it, after pining for it for the longest time :)) and its white, such a sweet looking thingy! currently shoving songs inside it, cnt wait! haha sunday was even better because i met jing, which was a great xmas gift in itself! wowwee, and his present made me the happiest, all the effort was muchh appreciated, loved it! hehe anyway, thn we were just shopping around, bought three tops for myself yayy :) then he followed me to a christmas dinner thing at my aunt's, it was rather odd initially my relatives were quite excited at me bringing someone over haha naturally, i had to endure muchh teasing! but it was quite funn i must say haha yupps- so they've all insisted they want to see him more often at our gatherings, gosh, so awkwardd! but christams day/night was quite fun, we were playing loads of games! :) i even had to dressed as a christmas tree and catwalk, which i won!! okay, i sound like a bimbo, but it really was fun fun funn! enjoyed it`
yeah, so this year's christmas was fabulous and i had a wonderful time tht ill always remember! maybe next year, we'll try to make it back in time for christmas agn, seeing as this was a first time home for xmas in many years :)
alrights take care all, merry christmas and have a smashing new year!! toodles`

2005-12-21T23:13:00.000-08:00

a new year always inspires me to begin a whole new chapter in my life, a completely fresh journey, and im ready for that change and ready to put my pen to paper and start '06 on a whole new slate :) its going to be a good year, at least i hope it will be, given tht its going to be a tough academic one, but im sure it'll be jam-packed with greaat memories in school, i think i might actually be almost living in school haha but ac's great so i don't mind! ahha plus ive got great classmates and friends annd jing (:

2005-12-18T20:31:00.000-08:00

urggh, i'm sickk- feel all weak and disgusting ): hate it!
i'm so lookng forward to christmas, it will be like the first christmas in dont-know-how-many-yrs tht ill be in singapore! no white christams this yr but thts alright (: im glad im here.
im dying for an i pod nano so if anyone out thr is feeling generous this festive season, pls feel free to purchase one for yours truly (: thks in advance, whoever you may be.
ok, now tht thats settled, im reallly looking forward to the 25th (: got nothing to blog about, so i'd btr go before i pour out nonsensical nonsense (:

2005-12-14T20:17:00.000-08:00

its already past mid week and thrs ten happy days to christmas! cnt wait :) got nothing muchh planned today except ive got a wedding dinner tonight which i'm not tht thrilled about because ive no idea whos getting married :) just one of those distant distant relatives cousins daughter nonsense! shall decide if im gg laters.
anw, the past few days have been greaat, met up with my cousins on monday and we watched the descent! its quite plotless but some parts are really quite scary haha i was jumping and screaming but overall i thought it was okay, not as gd as saw2 though!
jing came over yesterday and he attempted (important word here being attempted) to play some girl games with my sister and i :) he totally sucks at snap and happy family and five stones, as you can see, i was reliving my childhood :) then he keeps trying to cheat, thinking he can bully us just because he's slightly stronger! then he got sad tht he kept losing so he decided to play xbox with my brother! tskk boyys. so thr i was, bored as hell, staring at a screen with animated soccer idiots chasing a ball for almost an hour! then they played basketball and car racing too. suchh joy i must say. but it was quite fun, i was attempting to play soccer but i couldnt even keep up with the ball so my brother gave into me by scoring in his own goal :)
then we tortured them b making them watch sappy sloww chinese drama haha funn funn i could see the pained look on all their faces :) boys.

anyhow, i was just reading bryan's blog about vulnerability. i don't see whts wrong with needing someone, its not like the same as needing to eat or needing to sleep, its just a constant want for your othr half to be near you, just to feel his/her presence, whts so bad about that? like the saying goes : immature love says i love you because i need you, mature love says i need you because i love you. loving someone will automatically translate into missing them when they're not around, its not like you cnt function w/o them, it just mks the whole journey a lot better to experience. and being vulnerable is sth we go through all the time, even showing ur emotions is exposing ur inner self in some way or another, and this mks you just as vulnerable dont you think? needing friends and needing tht someone special are two very different forms of needing. the former engaging our social instincts and the latter engaging our inner heartfelt feelings. dont be afraid to be vulnerable, only thn cn you experience love :)
ohkays, enough thoughts to last me a whole year hahas, will blog agn soon. and bryan just in case u read this, it had absolutely nothing to do with you, was just thoughts i had after reading ur blog yupps tkcare all.

2005-12-11T18:53:00.000-08:00

god, its already the 12th! officially three weeks till school begins all over agn. don't know if i'm happy or sad about this :) i mean j2 is just going to suck and i know it but then agn i miss school in some way or anthr! i'm really crossing my fingers hoping we eithr get a whole new batch of tchrs or our current ones suddenly undergo personality makeovers by the third of jan. ok, the latter won't happen even whn the world ends, tough luck.
anyway, my japan trip has been finally cancelled, because of my granddad's medical condition, so we've decided to stay in sg to accompany him :) while tht leaves me with 10 more days to face lovely singapore, i've got 10 more days with you! ohh yeah, tht reminds me , 10 more days to start on the heaps and piles of holiday hwk i've yet to complete. joyy.
its the wonderful time of year whn the christmas lights go up, the christmas trees shoot up from concrete floors, and everyone is caught up in the hustle and bustle of christmas shoppingg!! haha so like everyone else, i shall be embarking on this wonderful journey :) cnt wait! but i haven't got any specific presents in mind though shucks.
alrighteys, i gotta get ready for townn :) tkcare all-

2005-12-09T02:58:00.000-08:00

yay :) christmas is coming!! feels so good; anyway hi to everyone, decided to get a brand new blog back on since i've got all the time in the world!
wow its already 9th of december, which also means that we've got two-thirds of a month left of our holidays and then its back to school, with miserable tchrs, miserable workload but great fun with everyone :)
in a really twisted kinda way, i'm actually looking forward to school despite the state of the tchrs in ac. i'm sure thr are many who know who i'm talking about ;) ac's great, tinyy problem is tht the tchrs are just so... urgh.
anyhow, hopefully everyone's been having great fun the past few weeks, i'm soo happy right now! i'm sure you know wht i'm referring to rights? hehs. anw, worked for a little while in nov, for four days exactly, doing some superr long survey thing whr we've gotta approach ppl and all :) it wasn't as bad as i thought though, had a good time, not to mention the extra income for some christmas shopping hahah.
went to bali for a little while as well, it was not bad! sun, sea, sand in the best combination ever! got a little little darker (yay!) and basically lazed in the sun all day relaxing and tanning! bought a new bikini too (more yay!) bali was goood.
this has been the best sch hols i've ever had :) kayaking, wakeboarding, snorkelling, retail therapy, tanning and best of all, youu :)
alrighteys, thts about all i've got to say for now, back tmr! tkcare.

2005-12-09T02:35:00.000-08:00

just testing out the whole layout :)